Well, this is it

Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

This is it.
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Starting over.
-That is all.

I'm no king, I wear no crown

Moving on is hard
But it's sometimes for the better
— Sierra Kusterbeck

I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

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“Stitched Together With Good Intentions”

Day 19: A habit you wish you didn’t have.

Friday, December 31, 2010 || 3:46 PM

PROCRASTINATION

Day 18: A letter to someone you miss.

Thursday, December 30, 2010 || 3:45 AM

Dear Grandma,

It has been 2 1/2 long years since I've seen you. I can't remember a day that goes by without you somehow popping into my mind. I can't count how many situations that have happened where I end up saying "If Grandma was here...". I know you're there shaking your head at the madness that has recently happened. I know for sure you would make your opinion LOUD and CLEAR. That's why I love you.
I'm almost done nursing school now and I know that you are probably even more happy than I am at how close I am to being a nurse. Even though you won't be able to visit the hospital and look for "Nurse Hughes" like you always said...I know you'll always be there watching me, ready to cuss any patient that treats me badly.
As you can see I have a boyfriend now. He came to me just 2 months after you left. Almost like he was there to pick up the pieces and to help fill the void that had been lost. I wish you were here just so you could give him a hard time and love him like your own..because I know you would.
I don't think I have ever missed anyone as much as I miss you and my greatest wish in the world is to have just one more day or hour to spend with you. I fear that one day that I might forget your voice or laugh. Until then I will always listen to your voice in my head encouraging constantly.

I miss you and love you with all my heart.

Day 17: A photo that makes you want to cry.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010 || 12:57 AM

This photo doesn't make me cry, but stray cats break my heart.

Contentment.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010 || 11:13 AM

miss this damn show!

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Day 16: A photo that makes you smile.

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Happy Birthday Hayley!

Monday, December 27, 2010 || 8:17 PM

Day 15: What you would if you were pregnant.

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I would call a Starbucks meeting. STAT. No way I would figure that shit out myself.

is there such a thing as too much drankkk?

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Day 14: Something you love about yourself.

Sunday, December 26, 2010 || 12:45 AM

This picture pretty much sums it up. Being able to always have a good time, & making sure everyone else around me is having a good time too. And I love that I have friends that let me invade their space ;)

let's do this!

Saturday, December 25, 2010 || 11:11 PM

kinda late but...

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don't they love to see you down?

Wednesday, December 22, 2010 || 3:44 AM

GORGEOUS.

Chris & Rachel

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night owl

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I don't get it

|| 3:40 AM

boys confuse me oh so very much...I think that they may secretly be just as complicating as girls

Day 13: Your favourite movie.

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Didn't even have to think about this one. It has singing, Paris & amazing costumes all into one movie.

Day 12: Your favourite quote.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010 || 12:00 AM

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass. It's about dancing in the rain.

2:41am

Monday, December 20, 2010 || 6:26 PM

Day 11: A letter to one of your exes.

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Considering my last "ex" was some kid I "dated " in grade eight for like a week..I don't have anything to say. Sorry folks.

good enough

|| 2:55 AM

shut up and listen

|| 2:54 AM

Feeling like the BIGGEST douche right now. I don't think I should ever give advice again because I'm scared that it may have made someone go through something that they may have never done..but then they listened to me. Next time I'll just keep my mouth shut and listen.

Paraless?

|| 2:41 AM

And then there were three. Let's see how this goes...

you can geeeeeeet out

Sunday, December 19, 2010 || 8:24 PM

now I understand how you feel on these nights so alone

|| 3:41 AM

Seeing all the bad shit happening around us is making me absolutely terrified. I'm perfectly happy staying with whatever little fights we have that last like 2 minutes than deal with the things that I've heard in the last 24hrs from people.

talkin' shit & boozin' up

|| 3:29 AM

muuuuuch needed night IN with the girls like you would never believe.

Day 10: Your best friend.

|| 3:24 AM

I don't believe such a thing will ever exist for me.

Get on this shizz

|| 3:22 AM

Four Year Strong - Amazing performance at the AOF concert..currently trying to find the setlist so I can download everythinggg

These boys will NEVER disappoint me...they make the crazy white rocker chic in me come to life

Ta da!

|| 3:15 AM

Day 9: Your definition of love

Thursday, December 16, 2010 || 1:57 AM

my secret wish was for this to work out...*sigh* too slow John

Wednesday, December 15, 2010 || 8:14 PM

*hint hint* lolll

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my biggest want in LIFE right now

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Day 8: Something you hate about yourself.

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Well I don't hate anything about myself.
But two things that I would change about myself would be to stop being so negative towards myself and stop being so damn lazy.
I am actually my worst critic. Mostly in appearance I can find 20 things wrong and maybe 2 things right. I've had this body for 20 years, and will have it for 80 more..so I might as well suck it up and work what I got. *Hence the new found acceptance for my curls*
& I swear I am the laziest person ever! I procrastinate and avoid cleaning like it is a disease. If I put as much effort avoiding things and being lazy..I'd be the most productive person in the world.

Sperm Donor?

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#18 Her Farther.
To him the tint of copper underneath her pale skin is sin. The way her bony behind curves slightly in is a disgrace. The kinkiness of her hair leaves him with a bitter taste. To him she’ll always be a mistake. That one nappy headed n***** he can’t out race. To her he’ll always be her father, No matter how much hatred his heart harbors.
- Tumblr

who had a baby?

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hold me like it's the last time

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Princesses & Divas

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I CAN'T STAND THEM!!!!!!

can't wait for friday:)

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Day 7: Your crush

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Matt from Green or Blue

Green or Blue - Comfort from Green or Blue on Vimeo.

- Clearly I'm not obsessed... :/

a lil' hanna beth love for ya

Monday, December 13, 2010 || 11:48 PM

Day 6: A song that makes you cry

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Day 5: A photo of something you really hate.

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The thing I hate about this photo is the girl who I was in it. So naive and always ready to please. Always the push over. Blocking out the real people I could've had in my life because I was so caught up in the concept of having the 'best friend' and doing 'best friend' things. Even if it meant that I always hid in the shadows while someone else got the attention. Even if it meant that I was easily forgotten if I didn't fit the need at the moment.

only me

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I want a pair of these

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time to hit up winners

the little things

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Oh, Paris how i miss you

Sunday, December 12, 2010 || 11:58 PM

clothesclothesclothes

Saturday, December 11, 2010 || 1:14 AM

wait til they see your smile

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even if just for a little while

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Day 4: about your family

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I have no idea how I can write about my family in ONE blog post. I can say that in the past two years it has really changed since my grandmother died. People drifted apart. People picked up old bad habits. People started to get angry. People took out their anger on others. My grandmother was the glue that held the family peaceful and together. Now my mom has taken on that role to keep it the same. But I don't know if that's possible...

I'm sorry, I can't write anymore.

first friday night spent extremely bored & alone in a while

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