Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

This is it.
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Starting over.
-That is all.

I'm no king, I wear no crown

Moving on is hard
But it's sometimes for the better
— Sierra Kusterbeck

I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

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Warning? Ha
Saturday, December 31, 2011 || 3:26 AM

Sorry my friend but no one is asking for you to chase after them anymore. Time has changed. Things have changed. I have changed. So get get over yourself.

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3 years later
|| 3:23 AM

It's about damn time don't you think?

Tat tat tat.

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change.
Wednesday, December 28, 2011 || 12:13 AM

I'm definitely noticing the change occurring in my house. My sister has become more of a hermit. My mom's communication has went from bad to worse. Things have gotten so bad that I ended up spending Christmas morning by myself, watching tv. Boo hoo, sad story.

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Choice
Monday, December 19, 2011 || 12:30 AM

It's December 31st, 2011, the clock hits 12:00AM
All of a sudden it's 2011 again.
You have the chance to redo everything.
Would you?

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well then...
|| 12:17 AM

I guess I knew that if we ever saw each other again that last night would happen.

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3am thought
Friday, December 16, 2011 || 3:08 AM

Am I that obvious?

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#3
|| 1:52 AM

Today is the first day that we haven't spoken in 2.5 weeks. I'm actually okay with that. It was getting hard to keep up the conversation and not tell you that my mind wanders to someone else while speaking to you. I really do want that friendship that we initially had, I think I miss that the most.

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go hard or go home...right?
Tuesday, December 13, 2011 || 1:17 AM


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could it feel the same?
|| 12:03 AM

I thought that things like this get better with time
But I still need you, why is that?
You're the only image in my mind
So I still see you... around

Wanna be with you, but you're away

But if I got with you, could it feel the same?

Words don't ever seem to come out right
But I still mean them, why is that?
It hurts my pride to tell you how I feel
But I still need to, why is that?

It don't matter who you are
It's so simple, a feeling
But it's everything

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and this is how I study...
Monday, December 12, 2011 || 6:52 PM







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Pre-Grad...leggo
|| 5:48 PM

I officially passed NSE417! Thank the fucking lord. This was the first time I was actually scared of failing because of problems with this FA. Of course my charm and way with words while presenting my portfolio won her over.

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+/-
|| 5:46 PM

I sat here and wrote out all of the negatives and positives about you. Both sides were equal.

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Damn you
|| 5:41 PM

Just when I was about to finally move on to someone new
You just walked back into my life like you owned the damn place
And held me like you never left me

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epiphany
Thursday, December 8, 2011 || 1:42 AM

I am truly at peace with myself. Took me long enough, eh?

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nov 30th
Tuesday, December 6, 2011 || 7:24 PM

I'm pretty certain that you said, "I love you" while you hung up the phone.

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48hrs
|| 7:21 PM

My life for the past 48 hours has been spent studying, listening to Bon Iver & Frank Ocean non-stop, gushing over Frank Ocean live footage, updating my Tumblr after a year and talking to the guy I'm going to elope with (okay this one is a joke, we're not actually going to elope, but we still talk like we are - this is what happens when you reconnect with your grade eight crush..hahaha).

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cheers
|| 7:06 PM


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the lip biting & smile *swoon*
Monday, December 5, 2011 || 9:52 PM

I Miss You - Frank Ocean from Genea Sampson on Vimeo.


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they're just afraid of something they can't understand
Sunday, December 4, 2011 || 11:06 PM


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Continuous Flow
|| 12:21 AM

Why am I even engaging in this kind of talk with you? I know that it won't lead to anything but heartache in the end. I know that I told myself I wouldn't do this again. That this is the time to focus on me, and me only. I must say that I do have better control with you, which is good. This won't lead to anything, because we both have dreams and there is nothing that can stop us from living them.

P.S. You're going to have to stop saying things like, "this is why we should have gotten married..."

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Leave.
|| 12:16 AM

I have never been one to complain about my home life. Or be one of those teens that made that unrealistic goal of moving out when they're 18 because they hate their home.

But now. Honest to goodness, I need to leave. Staying in this house is slowly making me hate my sister. And it should not be like this at all. But I cannot take it anymore.

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re-cap
Saturday, December 3, 2011 || 11:22 PM

The amount of crap that I had in my body last night. MJ + Red Bull + Alcohol. How am I alive?

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The Year of 21
Thursday, December 1, 2011 || 7:48 PM


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oh ya btw I'm finally...
|| 7:46 PM


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study/paper writing music
|| 1:13 AM


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she hates sleeping alone
|| 1:12 AM


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a boy will tell you that he loves you but a man will show it
|| 1:10 AM


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Rule #265
|| 1:06 AM


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Power
|| 1:06 AM


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#1965
|| 1:05 AM


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Rule #267
|| 1:04 AM


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can the city look like this now please?
|| 1:03 AM


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Logic/Emotion
|| 1:01 AM


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